honesty

"you've got a mail"

hello.

this is Dave.

it's always been Dave actually that wrote all these letters here, but i'm just wanna make sure that you know that this is the real Dave that share these random talks here. that does mean, i trust you, even i don't know who you are.

trusting someone you don't know was silly right? you don't even know that they could build either hurt you, but you still give your best to them. it was so silly.

just like trusting someone with all your heart, hoping that they will do the same to you, and if that was hard to follow, at least just appreciate that by taking these things seriously. see that as the greatest gift he could do, more than goods, money, even time that he could give.

human was not naturally born with honesty, we do have sin, wo sure had been broken. being honest needs effort. and should be trained. personally, i start with the little things, doing my tasks by myself, do tests by myself even i know i won't pass it, saying i'm late when i was late, even for the simplest thing like saying what my mind say even it would hurt somebody.

i was not perfect. i TRY my best to change. i was not good enough. i'm trying.

i'm just, silly.