please don't b...egone

"you've got a mail!"

13.06 (calculating the time passed)

3 years, 8 months, 5 days had gone.
the last time i knew, i was sitting on that chair, and writing a mail to myself. a note. self reminder. never thought it will be the last before this.

i do live. i do died. inside. i do try new things. i do fail. i succeed. i learn new things. i gave love. i do receive betrayal. i dance. i sing. i run. so far and haven't come back. i do care. i do missing something. i start something. i learn. i got stuck. i end something. i cry. i laugh. i feel embarrassed. i do random things. i end up something. i fell. i stop. i found something. i trust. i do. and i realize,

i'll rise again.

you don't know how much you love it, until you lose it.
you don't know how much they care, until you  gone.

13.23 (setting up the alarm, making sure i'll be back)

davestevekandey